Questions

I rarely examine my existence at all, i live day by day hating you for not loving me the way i'm loving you.

i wanna know why this feel so right? i wanna know why you hold me tight? each and every night it keeps me up all night. thinking about the times we had. i can't believe you're still in my life.

I made a promise that i will never settle, and why im keeping it?

'coz i'm tired of heartbreak, crying and cheating and fooling around.

But i am missing you, i'm still going to the motions, waiting and hoping you will call me. I know we're visually hanging out and i used to hate to see you go, the time is not different, i still feel the distance, also whenever you're with her.

it's a shame in a way that i may not ever found the right one for me. 

And still asking when is the true love will coming to me?

here i go, going search again, even though i know what the end will be, what good is love? if it keeps on hurting me?

Now, i know your afraid to be with me, and you're scared to let go off me. you're not sure that you love me and you're not sure enough to let me go, baby ain't fair you know you just keep me hanging on. you say, don't wanna hurt me and see my tears, so why are you standing there just watching me drown?

i know you're not meant for me even though i saw you first, but to deal with honesty, love, is not an easy thing, always somebody gets HURT.

The LOVE without LOVE

Living on the edge, out of control,
and the world just wont let me slow down
But in my biggest picture, was a photo of
 you and me.
Girl you know I tried, I work hard to 
provide all that material things
that I thought would make you happy.
I'm confused can you make me 
understand,
cuz i try to give you the best of me,
I thought we were cool, maybe i was blind,
but never took time to see.
Can u help me?
tell me what you want from me.
Can you help me?
Tell me why you wanna leave.
Baby help me,
Without you my whole world is falling apart and i'm going crazy,
life's a prison when your in love alone.
Please stay dont go... give me another chance i
wanna be your man, girl you got me down here on
my knees cryin, begging, pleading
i' ll do anything for your love.

nostalgias

Normally I'm not what you would call the most sentimental person, but that's really only my half-ass callous exterior speaking. Just like everyone else, my hardened little heart does tend to thaw during that days,,,— the years we've spent—as I look back on the year and reflect upon the way we were for the time that was ... and damn, what an awesome time it was.
 i didn't know if it's the right thing to do this...forget what happened today and just live positively with faith in god.but how can i do that thing if the person involved means a lot to you?some times it is so nice to meet people that you only knew is just their name, at least in the end of time it is not hard to forget them and hurt yourself so much like it hurts like hell. 

but that's life in  a funny race. life is monotonous enough at best:you have to eat, sleep about so often..just learn to treasure every fraction of seconds of life so that in the end you're not very lonely when you're alone.

Now if you'll excuse me I have to go to the bathroom. I don't know if it's an allergic reaction to sentiment or what, but whenever I emote it gives me a wicked case of the runs.

sinong makakapagsabi......?

You took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
 right?
I took your words and I believed
In everything you said to me
 that's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
?Cause they're all wrong

I know better
?Cause you said forever
And ever, who knew?

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
But they knew better
Still you said forever and ever
Who knew?
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened?
if that day will come i'll do what i want
And that last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling, who knew?




tama ka pink...haixt..

may angels lead you in

There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.

What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.

Jeffrey Bundac
1991-2011

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.

So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.

And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
-JIMMY EATS WORLD