nostalgias

Normally I'm not what you would call the most sentimental person, but that's really only my half-ass callous exterior speaking. Just like everyone else, my hardened little heart does tend to thaw during that days,,,— the years we've spent—as I look back on the year and reflect upon the way we were for the time that was ... and damn, what an awesome time it was.
 i didn't know if it's the right thing to do this...forget what happened today and just live positively with faith in god.but how can i do that thing if the person involved means a lot to you?some times it is so nice to meet people that you only knew is just their name, at least in the end of time it is not hard to forget them and hurt yourself so much like it hurts like hell. 

but that's life in  a funny race. life is monotonous enough at best:you have to eat, sleep about so often..just learn to treasure every fraction of seconds of life so that in the end you're not very lonely when you're alone.

Now if you'll excuse me I have to go to the bathroom. I don't know if it's an allergic reaction to sentiment or what, but whenever I emote it gives me a wicked case of the runs.